I've become really interested in Steampunk fashion and comics all of a sudden. And Helnwein's work. I'd love to be able to sketch half as good as he can, with such good concept of line and figure. When you look at Immaculate Conception, for example, it's not just coloured pencils. It's so much more. The same applies to comic art. It's not just comics, it's so very very very much more. I could praise him all, day, but that would leave me absolutely no time to draw. Ha.

I've become rather high and dry for art ideas. I want to do some sort of coloured pen sketch of a punk guy, but the one I've done just doesn't satisfy. Seeing other's art on here just makes me so envious of their talents and imagination. What they've been exposed to so that they react that way and create art that rocks my very foundations. Compared to my amateur attempts at pencil sketching. I'm at rock bottom in that art industry. Soooo, luckily, I can only go up from here (if you don't count underground, because, really, I'm below that right now).

I was told by a friend today that I know more about BDSM, sodomy, drugs and paraphenalia like that than the average teenager/adult, and that I'm a freak. I don't know whether it's true (I doubt it; I don't have the imagination to be a freak), and I don't know whether to be flattered or offended by it. I think I'll stick to being flattered. Though it's a little worrying that they're wierded out by it.

I also want to draw some anatomical art. Really technical, accurate shit. Coloured too. That would be geat, if I, by chance, don't fuck it up entirely. And now I'm finishing on a very high end of low note.